One Year Ago Today...

Last year we were holding a pregnancy test!

This year we're holding our handsome and amazing son Liam David!

Both experiences were/are amazing in their own right, but being a mother and a father is honestly the best gift ever bestowed upon us. Liam, you are such an incredible blessing. We love and adore you... yesterday, today, tomorrow & forever. Thank you for coming into our lives and completing our family. To many more happy memories...

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Therapy...

Not being silent about our loss is looking to be the best therapy for me during this difficult time. Through Facebook I've had countless friends reach out to me and share their stories of loss. Although it doesn't make me feel better, as we're talking about too many babies in heaven, it does make me feel less alone. So I was diagnosed w/ blighted ovum. Meaning the gestational sac and placenta was growing inside of me (the ultrasound showed it was indeed around 7 weeks along) but the baby stopped developing and was reabsorbed into my uterus. Problem is, the placenta is responsible for pregnancy symptoms, so my body still thinks it is pregnant, but there is no longer a baby or embryo. So, until I actually miscarry the tissue, I will feel pregnant. I don't know how to explain how I've been feeling the past few weeks. At first I thought it was just my uneasy feelings of this pregnancy being "unplanned" and so close to my previous pregnancy. It took me a wh...

25 Weeks & Doctor's Appt.

We hit the 25 week mark today! Hard to believe! Time is flying so fast... We had our doctor's appointment today (Kevin is out of town Thursday, so we moved it up). I weighed in at a whopping 109.8! My nurse and my doctor's response was they are so so proud of me (I felt so special! Who would have thought GAINING weight would be so exciting?!). Kevin's response "WHOA!" And my response to his "WATCH IT Buddy!" Ha! So that's almost 14lbs of weight gain! I really am quite proud of myself... never thought I could do it (although, I spend most of my time eating these days, so it makes sense). The nurse said I "look cute, am starting to show and have that pregnancy waddle." Considering I did not feel like I was waddling (sometimes I have to because my tailbone hurts so bad) I was not exactly thrilled about this comment, lol! I asked Kevin if there is something he is forgetting to tell me... ha! The doctor measured my...

Past Few Weeks in Photos!

It's been a busy couple weeks. Here's a recap in photos! I He looks at you with intensity when you talk to him! Mommy & Liam napping Last week I went to Auntie Chell's so Natalie could babysit me... here she is hard at work! Oh that sly little smile... Cousin Natalie offering me food We play well together This is DOUBLE TROUBLE! I was a good boy and napped for Auntie Chell Daddy helped Liam up for a ride on mommy's shoulders Pulling mommy's hair! HA! This is lots of fun Dad, thanks! Grandma & Grandpa (A-va & A-vo) sent me clothes! Wearing these overalls for you Grandpa/A-vo. Liam's hair went through an orange stage last week, although this week we agree it looks blonde/brown again, weird! Laying around with my brother The boss checking in on us WHAT?! We're sun bathing! A Liam face and another... I love his expressions! Hi everyone! We've been waiting all week...

Kevin, Shannah, Liam, Lorelei & Delaney

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